blunami

It is still rather early on this chilly sunday night as i sit at my desk and catch up on blogs.
W/we have been working on DESIRE in small increments and it's paying off as i have gotten a lot done in a short amount of time.
Ma'am fits in my service to Her with my homework, housework, DESIRE work, and personal life stuff.I feel good.
We celebrated our anniversary at Folsom and that was amazing! She purchased a beautiful leather hood for me that is custom made just for my little head. i should be receiving it tomarrow!!!!!!!!
W/we will be at Sampler this year, which is next week EEECK! Sampler was the first event that i served Her as Her full time submissive so it holds special memories for U/us. It was also the first weekend that She decided that She wanted me in Her life as "more" than "just" Her submissive. i say those things with care because being a submissive is part of the core of my being and it is not something i take lightly. Neither does She. It is the core of our relationship and what W/we are built on. D/s is how i breathe, eat, sleep. It is what and who i am. Without that there is nothing else, not realy. Being Her lover/girlfriend/partner is what happens as a result of being Her submissive/property/slave. And yes, W/we have begun using the word "slave" to describe my lifestyle as it relates to Her. i fought that for years as i did not think i fit the description, and i didn't. Now, however i do. And i love it.
School keeps me busy and on the days when i just DON'T WANT TO study i put on my collar and take my studies in hand as an act of service to Her. It works. i am a straight A student. i am an honor student. i am respected by my peers, and i am respected by Her peers, they make up the majority of my instructors this semester.
All is well in the world of blu.

OOOOOHHHH nothing like a sultry night surrounded by sensous sounds and sights. Nothing quite like the thump,whack,thud,slap, yell, moan, squeal, of beautiful women celebrating their sexuality in the heat of the night. Palm tree's. Exquisite lighting, intimate resort and unlimited playplayplay. It was HOT in Palm Springs. Rumor has it the temp hit 116 at some points. I'd believe it. My collar was so hot it burned my flesh. NOT the kind of branding I'd like to experience. The pleasure of serving my Ma'am at an event like this is beyond words. Meeting new friends, seeing and connecting with old ones was a wonderful treat. Working to the point of exhaustion felt good, and thanks to the amazing volunteers we did not have to work QUITE as hard as last year. I had the opportunity to play on saturday night and had a session with a presenter on sunday. YEAH ME. I was the pleasant witness to transformation on all sorts of levels. And I love that. Watching people grow is amazing. Watching people experience a fantasy is beautiful. Blowing misconceptions and prejudices out of the water is FUN and that happened too! It's good!
It's good to be Her boi.